Wednesday, March 27, 2013

thoughts for Week 3/25

Last week was rough. Car broke down, lost my check card and tons of bad things happened. But in that I found grace from God. You know what it was sooo good. I have to admit that even though I am suffering I am learning more about myself. Maybe thats how God is challenging me. Stretching me. Causing me to grow. I had a moment of anger when the old me would have cursed this person out and threw something at her, but I held it in. Thought about Christ. It was tough and hard not to just do what your instincts tell you, but I guess thats how we get to be more human and less of an animal. We aren't just slaves to our instincts anymore. We are more than that. I guess Jesus is trying to tell us these things.

A person last week said that I have changed for the good. Its a blessing to know that you are not the same old person that you use to be. They said that they heard from someone else that I was a certain type of person. I'm glad that I'm not like that. I hope God can shine in those moments. Those moments are definitely glory to God moments. You have to worship God that you are not the same. You are moving towards perfection. People think that in life you can only get to a certain level and plateau. I disagree. Life is about contiguously getting better.

Had a moment of grace yesterday. I have been addicted to this song.
So Im singing this song in my car. The day was gloomy and no sunshine at all during the day. But out of the clouds a beam of sunlight hits my car. I am overwhelmed with Joy and Grace. Smiles and Tears are on my face. Glory to God. 

Saw a guy blowing drying between his butt cheeks in the gym. It was so weird. I never seen anyone do that in my life. I should have taken a picture.

I'm helping a friend by being a resource parent. Basically she wants to adopt kids and she needs two resources. The resources can provide babysitting and such. So I have to take 20 hours of classes. I'm in this room mostly with couples who want to adopt. They have so much love in their hearts. Most of them are there because they can't have kids on their own. Some of these people want to adopt a sibling group of 3. They don't care about race, how tall they are and etc. They want these kids to have a home and they want to be parents for them.

One of the guys, Big guy and doesn't look too happy, is so in love with his wife. Its really sweet and makes you believe in love. He says as long as I have this woman here I can do anything and will do everything.

CGI has come a long way, but it can still really suck.


Not sure what to think about the gay marriage vote.

If you pay 7 bucks for a pie, it better be delicious.

You can make money when you find something you love and your niche.

Had a huge steak. A flinstone type. Food fixes things.



March Madness is great. It cannot be replicated by anything. Upsets. Cinderella stories. Teams who are suppose to win, just pulling out nail biters.


Its good to make your lunch for the week. Healthy and good.



lots of good things about being single. I can do whatever the hell I want when I want. Its awesome.

 Trying to build a relationship with my dad again its weird.

Opened wine with a shoe and a pen.

FGC might be my favorite team of all time.


Monday, March 18, 2013

Thoughts for week of 3/17

It was a very interesting week. God taught me a lot not only about myself and what I have to work on, but also about His character. I realize that God really knows me . He knows how to get to me. Then I realize that all the things that happen in my life is because he knows how to deal with me. Sometimes we just need to submit and obey. Its a very very very hard thing, but in the end it is worth it. Less trouble and your heart is more at ease also.

The whole Football Free agency was just great. So much fun. Eagles totally revamped their defense.

GSP is a great fighter, but not exciting enough. He doesnt have that killer instinct to finish people.

Spent a day by myself and it was really interesting.:
Saw the Life of Pi. I thought it was really good, but I don't like this new age pluralism. It also felt like the movie was saying that we make up God.
Went to the gym.
Went to a bar. So I go there by myself and people start talking to me. Maybe I have this approachable face. I start playing poker and these people are good people, but I realize that I would never want to become like this people. They seem empty and lonely. Lots of the guys trying to get away from the banality of home. Some guy is there every week and getting drunk. Girls? not too many and mostly they were unattractive. It felt like a sad place.

Only went to the gym 4 times this week. My goal for five didnt work. The bad thing about going to the gym a lot is I feel like I can eat more bad things like a true fat ass.

Little things I like about life: Non verbal cues. When you meet eyes with someone and you have the same thoughts as them and give them a look. They respond to that look.


People blame things on other people to much.

Smoked wings are soooooo good. Fall off the bone.

Old-school is better sometimes

Old-school is not always better sometimes.

Its fun getting to know people.

People love hitting big guys. Some girl just rammed into me the other day. I don't really mind though.

I really like hitting small people. Knee to the face!!!!

Women should use sex as a weapon. If its in your arsenal, you can use it once in a while.

I hate it when people ask if you know that asian person. Just because Im asian I know every one. Its more embarassing when you actually do know them.

Respect is very important. But I really don't care if its coming from a person I don't respect.

Not always good to sugarcoat things. Honest feedback is needed.

Saw an Asian girl that sounded just like a black girl. I haven't heard that since Philly.

I made dinner the other day. My skills are improving.


High maintenance people are tough to deal with. I'm a very low maintenance person, so I have to make myself more accommodating to those people.

Halal meat is good stuff.

Hum Du Allah- means "praise to God". I really like it.

People have been coming to me with their romance problems or excitement. I say stuff , but I really don't know what I'm talking about. I think I'm just faking the funk. I words have no weight.

Sometimes we think too highly of ourselves.

Talking to someone can get you out of your slump.

Kevin Durant has a huge hand and small head.


White People are so corny sometimes, especially when black music comes on and they are all like WOOOOOO!!!!


Tuesday, March 12, 2013

thoughts for the week 3/11

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Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Week 3/3

This week I felt lazy. Fell behind in somethings. Looking to catch up, but its always a challenge to catch.

Thoughts for the week:

Change is a necessary thing. If you don't think you need to change, then you are an arrogant dumbass who will learn that it is necessary to change.

Matters of the heart are always tough to handle.

Lots of times you just got to shoot people straight.

Bearskin rugs are nice.

18 & over for women at a club is not a club I want to be at too often. I felt old. A decade older than a girl is too much.

My hand is kind of big. Its fat too. Adds to the hugeness of it. I had my arm around some girl and my hand was bigger than her face.

I can still make a good looking female bartender laugh.

Ask more from God.

Talk often to God

Kate Upton thought: Russian mail order bride looks like her. It looks like I know where my Christmas money is going.

David Crowder puts on a good show. Always blessed by his music.

Some Italian guy told me to check some pizza places out in the city. Im looking forward to it.

I've been singing praise music more. I usually sing r and b and hip hop, but lately its been more praise music.

Broke my phone. Its nice not having it for a while. The apps I need are probably Kakaotalk (EmoJis), twitter, and google maps.

I like bothering people way too much. Someone tells me not to do it, but I have too. Then I get in trouble.

Got some good stuff at the church bazaar.

People are weirder than me . Makes me feel good about myself.

I think I look too interested in peoples boring conversations sometimes. This guy and some girl just kept going on and on about somethings. Finally I did the walk away. I think about the time I wasted and what stupid things I could have thought about.

I hate cock blocking.

Lyric of the week: "With wisdom which means wise words be spokin" Rakim

Tracks of the Week- The naked and famous- Young Blood,