Week of 2/24

It was a weird week. I went to a funeral. I'm not used to being around death and grieving too much. Its weird for me. I guess its weird for most. I'm usually a happy person and it did really bring me down to see a friend in pain, but I did see God working in all of it.

Past couple of weekends, I've been going out a lot. I wonder if I should stop or just whatever. One of my friends was telling me to just enjoy and do it, because when I'm his age I cant do it.

I've been learning to love more and turn off the hate. Its really hard, but life isnt easy. Its simple but not easy.

Chik Fila breakfast buffet is always a good start to a day.

Ive decided to go to Uganda for a mission trip. Teaching about healthcare and soap. It might be dangerous. Nervous, but I know that God is leading me for a good reason.

"I know I just met you but...." I had a lot of those moments.

I enjoy making fun of people way to much. But I also show my love through that. I feel bad for the people I love.

Home cooked meals are always a great thing.

People are saying Kate Upton is chunky. If shes chunky, I wish everyone were as chunky as her.

Sometimes I talk too much. I just have to do.

Granny panties are probably one of the worst things to a man. Something all loose a unsexy. Must be the same feeling women get when they see guys in sweats.

Jennifer Hudson lost a ton of weight. She killed it at the Oscars too.

Someone said I like black girls. Its true, but I like to think I like all different colors of women. Any Ice cream flavor is good for me.

Hipster girls arent too appealing. It makes me question when the last time they took a shower. Its cool you where thrift clothes but you can smell better.

I really like Jennifer Lawrence. Funny and sexy girl.

Apparently, I have a ugly black woman voice I make when I am making an impression of a woman.

"I asked God that when I sang it, would He let it move men's souls."- Marvin Gaye talking the Star Spangled Banner

There are only two options regarding commitment. You’re either IN or you’re OUT. There’s such thing as life in-between.”—Pat Riley

"Young girls are great. Young girls and older ladies- it's the in betweens that are a problem." Quote from Girls on HBO

Ben Affleck has probably had the most amazing career ever. He started off in lots of small roles. Got big and his career flamed out. He was the butt of many jokes. Changed his image into directing, and now hes back on top.  When people pull a comeback, Im gonna call it an Affleck. 

Big weekend for women in Athletics. Ronda Roussey headlined an UFC  and Danica Patrick finished in the top ten of the Daytona 500.

A woman's scent is memorable

Catholics have had a bad year Manti teo, Notre Dame losing and the Pope retiring.

Songs of the week- 10000 reasons- Matt Redman, Power- J.cole, I dont wanna - Aaliyah

Thoughts for the week 2/10

This week was a great week. I started off by going to a WWE wrestiling event. Then went to Charleston with my mom and grandmom. Came back and went to some impromtou clubbing.

Sometimes there are opportunities there and you have to just jump on them.

I have a missions opportunity. I'm thinking about going. pray for me.

My mom nagged me, but I realize that I missed it a little.

My mom is funny too because shes a hater like me. Its funny what she makes fun of.

When you are with people with a good dynamic, you can talk about anything and it will be fun like shaving.

Kate Upton thought: SI cover girl again. So Hott.

"Cant be mad at a pig for being a pig." is slowly becoming my saying

"Thats how I feel in my head and not in my heart" funniest comment of the week

Invest and love people more and more.

"When you get a good mango, you have to eat it then and there. "

This woman was wearing pajamas at the continental breakfast part in the hotel we were staying at. It was not good. I was just trying to get a bagel and I leaned over and you can see inside the pajama through the buttons you know. I was like dang miss please cover up. Like Chris Rock said, "20 year old titty Community Titty. 30 year old titty. Thats your MANS Titty". She was past her 30s.

My grandmom said my mom hasnt laughed or smiled in a long time. This week she came to visit me with my grandmom and my Gmom said that this is the most shes seen my mom smile in a long time. Its pretty imperative to get my mom down here and living with me.

How does Nas not have a Grammy???? 17 nominations and nothing. This is a travesty. Fergie and Kid Cudi have a RAP Grammy over Nas. It makes me want to pull a Kanye and go on stage. STUPID!!!!

My grandmom is funny. She got pretty tipsy after one wine. She also has this guy constantly calling her. Its pretty cute. But growing up she always had these old guys bringing her stuff and all that. I always found it to be hilarious that old grandpas are trying to run game too.

cosby show wife still looks good

hole in the wall spots are always nice. I think its bc you dont expect much from the outside, but when you eat the food youre like WHOA. I'd like to think thats what Im like.

A beautiful woman can make you lose your train of thought and/or give you the best ideas.

 Lyrics of the week: these eyes can't wait to see your grin....../ Baby these fists will always protect ya/ And this mind will never neglect you

Charleston Thoughts:

Shrimp and Grits are amazing there. Seafood was great. Shucked oysters for the first time. Seafood and Beer is greatness.

The house were like houses I've never seen. Some real slave owner stuff.

I asked people what they recommend in Charleston and three guys told me white girls. They are pretty beautiful BTW.

southern people are really nice. A little too nice. Some Asian woman said Hi to me and I looked at her like "WTF"

I find some people really awesome and they encourage me.

Songs of the Week: Adorn- Miguel, Freshman -Verve Pipe, The Weight- The Band,

Thoughts for the week 2/3

This week is a week where I felt lots of love from many friends. Life really can't get better than knowing that many people love you.

Prayer is becoming more essential in my life.

Stop thinking the world is just filled with bad things. Sure there are bad things, but people are trying to change it slowly. Start helping!!

It must take lots of people's hair to make Beyonce's hair.

Beyonce put a great show on. Destiny Child's reunion was awesome. Its weird that out of all the men, I was the most excited for Beyonce. Whatever shes sexy and talented. Kelly Rowland is still great looking and definitely getting me motivated. Her skin looks so nice I just want to rub my face on her legs.

Fast and Furious 6 looks ok. But a 6th one seems like its too much..... Ill still watch it.

The more you love God; the more you will love yourself and the more you love yourself you will love people more. When you love people, people will love you back and you will appreciate God's goodness and grace more and more.

I've been more positive this year.

2chainz- "She had a big booty so I called her Big Booty". I feel like he needs to come up with a better nick name than that. Although I knew a girl who had big eyes and I called her Big Eyes.

Kate Upton thought: She is still sexy.

Why do people care if people are in the illuminate?

Women need to know that they are better than what they think they are in their own minds.

People in America treat dogs too well. They are your pets. Stop making them the masters.

Never come out to Techno music when you are fighting, bc you will get knocked the F' out. (Overeem)

Frankie Edgar is one tough Mother F'er. Jersey stand up.

I learned the difference between a macaroon and macaron.

Eating at girly places is nice once in a while.

God put the song Little By Little on my heart this week. I will make a post about this later.

God hit me with some grace this week too. Smacked me in the face.

Richard Gere is an underrated actor. Arbitrage is a good movie, check it out.

Songs of the Week- Landslide by Fleetwood Mac, First Cut is the Deepest by Cat Stevens, How Great by David Crowder

A girls cuteness can just change up your day.

Homemade stuff is not always good....I'd rather have little Chinese kids make my stuff sometimes.

Power outage in the SuperBowl Theories: Beyonce, Bane and Katrina (too soon to the guy who said it).

I realized I need to dress a little more grown man at someplace. Im also learning to be more of a gentleman but the shek side of me doesn't want to.

Fashion thought of the week: I want to get this checkered jacket this one guy had but I think Im too fat for it....nah I know I am.

Joe Flacco and Matt Ryan are gonna get paid.

Ray Lewis might have played his worst game in the SuperBowl.

Is it weird that I want to touch Ed Reeds beard?

Sixers suck. I cant wait til the draft or when Bynum comes to the team.

Jennifer Hudson looked damn good.

If I lost weight, would my head look too big for my body??????

Sundried Sumatra Coffee is excellent

Saw an Old asian guy with slacks and dress shoes just working out. Stop it sir it weird, but hes old so he can do whatever he wants.

Fighting, chicken wings and beer is an ultimate guys night.

If I were old, I do whatever I want to .

Watching people talk is interesting. Im picking more things up.

I had to put a cap on how many women friends I have. No more. New women who want to be my friend have to either date me or hit the road. But women have good perspectives on things I never think about.

I hope I like my future girlfriend's friends because that could be years of sadness.

Lyrics of the week: We all need faith cause the world keep changing/ Let go of the illusion start some restraining- Nas World is an addiction

Throwback moment: Imma let you finish, But Beyonce had one of the best Videos of all time.