58/100 Uncles Dream

Last post I talked about my uncle and how he is hurt. Hes not a believer and when he was in an acoma. He told me this dream. This dream he was in a beautiful place. He tries to go to this place that was even more beautiful. He goes and opens the door and the door wont open. He wasnt allowed in. I heard that and it freaked me out.

Second dream was when his twin brother was praying for him. He said he felt like his brothers church members were carrying him. They put him on a roof and gathered around him. I have no idea what it means but I just think some things are crazy.

post 57/100 Uncle

My uncle recently got into a big accident. I mean really big. Its gonna take him a couple years to walk again. The funny thing is, I dont know if its funny necessarily, he was injured in his strength. He always relied on his body. He was strong, good fighter. Even at the age of 50, he was winning tournaments for kendo. But God took his strength. He has nothing to rely on now. Looking at him in the hospital it was kinda depressing and pathetic. This was a man I loved and still love and respected. He is not a believer, but God uses our weakness to become strong. I think thats what hes doing for him. Taking his strength and rebuilding him. It hope he comes to Christ.

56/100 Philly Part 2

I think this was the first year thinking that I wouldn't be visiting Philly if my parents were there. Dont get me wrong I love the City of Philly; The City will always be a part of me. But maybe I have grown and I dont need the City anymore.  I still would love to see some of my friends there, but a lot of my friends have moved. Part of me will always be Philly. But some of the other parts of me have grown into soemthing different.

They say that ever man needs to kill his father(dont ask me where I got this quote, I just heard it one day). Meaning we need to grow with out our fathers help and make our own path. I think I may have done that.

55/100 Resolutions

New year, New Resolutions people say. Not really. I'm trying to eat healthier and cut out fast food. Im trying to go to the gym more also. Im not trying to cut immense amount of weight, but trying to workout and see what I can lose.But Im also trying to work harder. Get the money that I want to make. No more excuses about stuff. Put the ball in my court and see what I can do with it. Now, I am not saying that this year is gonna be about just making money. Its not. Its gonna be about working hard in everything I do. Francis Chan said that you have to "Live out Loud". Damn it, Imma do it this year.

54/100 Philly Part 1; Second Childhood

Philly. One of the best things about Philly was probably seeing my friends. So my friends and I go to this Korean bar. I see some people I know and they were doing some shit they use to do like ten years ago. My friends and I were like thats messed up. They were hanging out with young girls and everything. I saw some of my other friends and they still look like they are doing the same things we were doing in highschool.

As Nas says, people are living in their second childhood. Some of these people I dont see them growing just wanting to do the same things. Or more appropriately them not wanting to grow. Kinda pathetic, if you ask me. We are grown up people and we should not act like little kids. Not that we have to act all stuffy and old, but not like little frat boy douche bags. Act like your a freaking man.

53/100 3 questions

Went to philly a couple weks ago.  I love philly by the way. Well im from there.  But there are three questions people generally would ask me. 

1 Hows Atlanta?

2 do you like it?

3 are you ever gonna move back?

Generaly i would answer

1 its good

2 yeah i like it

3 i dunno,  whereever my life leads me.

Afterwards if they want more in depth answers,  i would usually tell them that my life is really good right now.  I have a good group of friends.  Job that is ok for now.  I am really good right now.  I am really comfortable.  Life is good.

Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.3

Post 52/100 Traveling

Ive been traveling these past couple of weeks. Philly for about ten days. Vegas for a couple of days. Mostly did family stuff in that time. I got to tell you that traveling sucks. I don't know how consultants do it. I drove up to Philly. 12 hour drive both ways. You pretty much get to think a lot. Analze everything that happened in the past year or so. I though about my future and such things.

Vegas, I took a place. Had one stop both ways. Also got to think of many things. Looked at a lot of people. Basically I will chronicle everything I though of the past couple of weeks.

51/100 The way I am

Too often these days I have been saying that is just the way I am. I realize that is the worst thing to say. It is true, but I should be working to change that and becoming someone better. Next time I realize that is who I am and my goal is to change that. Slowly try and try to change who I am and become that person that I want to be.I do not want to limit myself. Get my Bradley Cooper. (Limitless).

Yeah that was corny. What do you really expect.

50/100 Prayers Answered

Its funny that we ask God for stuff and many times we don't really expect our prayers to be answered. I am in a small group where we share with each other and also do bible studies. We talk about life. We pray for things like direction or for someones health or other stuff. The other day, I was looking back upon our prayers. Most of our prayers were answered.

I believe it is important to say it and say it out loud that God answers prayers. He is not a God that is not in our daily lives, but He is our life.2011 was some amazing stuff, but hopefully God will answer more this year and reveal awesome things in our lives.

49/100 2012

So last year with this blog, I have failed at my goal to do a post every day for a hundred days. This is the new year and it is bascially a time to get back on track and recommit to things that I would like to accomplish. So here we go. 2012 is gonna be the year of change and renewal.