Is this Life????

Is this life??? Am I in this kind of funk? So, the past couple of weeks, I have been thinking.

WHAT AM I GONNA DO IN THIS LIFE?

It seems like the central theme for this month. Talking to a couple of people who are in the middle of a career change, it has got me thinking. I guess we are in the age of just finding ourselves. I am envious of people who have "The PLAN."

What is the PLAN? Well its those people who know what the want to do right out of highschool. Those bastards who are motivated to do the singular thing that they are put on earth to do. I guess thats about 40% of us. Stats say about half of the people in the work force hate their job. I bet half of the other half have just havent realized that they hate their job yet.

What have I always wanted??? Happiness. I want the American Dream that is implanted in our heads since we are toddlers. I want the white picket fence, the 2.5 kids and the beautiful wife. So if that is my goal, how can i achieve that goal. MONEY..... I know, I know money isnt everything, but it does provide the freedom. Freedom to escape the world or just be whoever you want.

I've got to think.... How am I gonna make money with a flexible schdule, so I can be that Father I have never had???

So SELF as we go through the next couple of years, look back on this and remember to stay on path and be a self start. NOBODY IS GONNA GIVE YOU ANYTHING. BE POSITIVE AND OUTGOING. GRAB WHAT YOU WANT AND PRAY THAT GOD GRANTS IT.