Post Week 4/1

So three months have passed and the quarter is over. As I reflect upon the quarter, I realize that it has been filled with mostly bad news. So this year has gotten off to a bad start. Work is not going so well. Fires are coming up that I cannot put out. I have been really busy and I am not sure if its taking a toll on me mentally. Things in my life feel like they are not moving too much financially, career, future, love life, etc. I wonder what I have to do to make it move.

The thing is though, I am happy. Hum du Allah (which means praise God). Sometimes I wonder if I'm happy because I'm a total idiot. It happens when your stupid. You are just happy for no reason like an animal. But I have been seeing a lot of good things in my life. People love me and I love them. Goals I have set in the beginning of the year are being or have been achieved:
Love people more
Spend more time with God
Be more intentional with people
Be more intimate with God
Know God more
Know myself more
Get in better shape
Read More
Get smarter
Finish class
Be there for people when they need it
Learn to be more selfless (I'm a selfish mother f*cker)

Goals remaining or things I have to work harder at doing:
Lose weight
Better organized
Clean my room more. Its pretty embarrassing.
Travel more
Make more money
Do something with my career. Know which direction to go when it come to that.
Be a better leader
Serve more effectively
Have more courage and not be afraid to tell it like it is
Buy a tuxedo
Skydive
Keep my promises

Thoughts about this past week:

Never mess with a guy with tattoos on his head

This guy loves the Phillies more than I do. He has a son dressed the same as he is too. They have their faces painted as well. We high fived a couple of times.

Went to opening game for baseball yesterday. I just love baseball. I love the roar of the crowd. Drunk people yelling. Booing me. Good stuff.

Never buy a florescent orange T Shirt with a kool-aid man on it. LOL

Although I have a big head. Their are still hats that look good on me.

Got my first Easter Basket ever. I know so white.

Ate Easter dinner for the first time.

Having a road trip with five guys creates terrible scents and great times.

DRIVE IT LIKE YOU STOLE IT!!!!

Fast and Furious has the best quotables ever.  

Thinking about girls fighting is funny and attractive to me. I love putting match ups in my mind. Some girls look like they can just mess people up.

WU-TANG!!! What again? Yeah AGAIN AND AGAIN????

There arent too many funny people in the world. Its like the number of good looking people.

I think people like talking to me. This stranger just started talking to me and it went on for like 20 mins.

Songs of the Week: Pour it up - Rihanna, Bugatti- Ace Hood, Nails in your Hands- Hillsong, Daylight -Matt and Kim